If you’re reading this, can I  guess a little bit of what you’re going through?? You are madly in love with someone that you just arent good enough for no matter what you do. He made you believe he was this amazing loving human being, but all of a suddden you don’t even know who he is anymore. You get blamed for everything and anything, even when you don’t even know what is going on. He acts superior to you and tends to break you down. You noticed yourself walking on egg shells because you were scared to upset him. He is irresponsible and unreliable. He acts completely different behind closed doors. He has muniplated his friends and family into thinking you are crazy and he doesnt understand your reactions to things becuase he doesnt do anything wrong. He changes stories to work in his favor. He may or may not have a substince abuse problem that you get blamed for but to him he doesnt have a problem. Nothing is ever his fault and everything is your fault.. The list goes on, but if any of this sounds familiar you are probably dealing with a Narc.
I fell in love with a Narc at a very young age. Now I am single pregnant mother with a beautiful 3 year old, going through a divorce. Our current situation is ugly and not ideal but I want to share my journey with you so you can know YOU ARE NOT ALONE. You feel alone, I know. No matter how many people support you and tell you that you are doing the right thing by getting out of the situation you were in, you still do not feel like it. You may or may not have children with the Narc. It is hard enough going through it when it’s just you, but a million times harder when there are little ones involved, especially when you’re a mama bear like me and want to protect them from any bad in the world.. I recently moved out of our home and I am fighting for sole custody of our son.
I hope by joining my journey, it will help you if and when you get put in similar situations.